WW Scale: 230.4
Wii Fit: 226.0
WEIGHT WATCHERS WORKS.
TRACKING FOOD WORKS.
All the hard work. Semi-down-the-toilet. ARGH.
Normally, I would just give up.
This would be the conversation in my head:
See? You aren't going to be successful at this. See? You can't even lose weight every week. See? You might as well just eat what you want, go to the store, get some chips and pizza and donuts--pig out--you are a failure anyway. Look at how much you've gained. See? You'll always be fat. Just eat. You know you want to. You've missed the gorging and the happiness bad food gives you...C'mon...just eat...
And today, I will fight that voice. I will pick myself up and go to the gym and be proud of the 4 miles I ran yesterday--the 49 minutes and 25 seconds STRAIGHT that I ran. Even if I am slow (my mom walks faster than I run!), I can jog for 49 minutes straight!!!!!! This is something I NEVER EVER thought that I'd be able to claim!
Ok. Time for the pity-party to end, and I need to plan out my week of working out and classes I will take at the gym.
I'm still pretty pissed at myself though. :(